Roles - May 29, 2024
I have two roles in my system
Do I define my roles
or do they define me?
Is it good to have roles
or do they hold me back?
I am our protector
Is that running into things
taking them on my shoulder
or is it the crash afterwards
because I take on too much?
I am our host
Is that being around all the time
managing our whole life
or is it the despair and frustration
of being frontstuck for eight years?
Thinking more, I am multiple
Is that a sign of disorder
of a mind broken by pain
or is it the wonder and beauty
of never being quite alone?
Perhaps I'm thinking all wrong
If multiple can be healthy and beautiful
so can protector and host
My roles can be helpful
my models of them can be fixed.
- Wanda